alex_stanfield

sorry- from my myspace shitfuck

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:39:41 GMT

Im not gonna cry no more
Im not gonna look to the sky no more
My heart has turned cold
All because you were so bold
That night i talked to god
but he didnt talk back

I HATE YOU
i cant believe you said that
i know i fucked up bad
but if it would have been you
i would have never said those words no matter how bad

im not asking for a chance

yeah i did it again

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:01:09 GMT

Yeah so today I did a good deed and got my Brother into PLC by being a smooth operator. And i am starting to feel like i am matureing and it really sucks. and also i was talking to Miss Ford my Science facilitator and she has published a book. It is called "No Wooden Nickles" i have no clue what it is about but i want it. and she is gonna help me get my poetry published or try and get it published. anyways other than that my day sucked i had to wait in the rain and cold for an hour for a ride from school tonight and i sat at the emergency room till 3am this morning. and i havnt slept yet. well good bye

rain

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 07:11:40 GMT

yeah today kinda was kool. i broke up with brandi casue i kinda fell out of love with her. and i went in had ice cream with two wonderful people and i found out the difference between malts and shakes. and i started writing my book finally i have been wanting to start for a long time. but i just started today and i feel good about it. the only thing that had me down today was it started raining and we couldnt do much. but it stopped and i found about a bunch of problems going on between people and i am very glad that i am drama free. For Now anyways. and i am looking forward to this weekend to party and ketchup with friends and shit. but i met someone for the second time and the feelings are still there and i am anxcious to see what happens next casue im not sure if she has the same feelings for me? but i dont watn to ask.im scarred.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 08:30:55 GMT

I know its wrong but i just don't care
i can't help the way i feel when your near
you make me happy and you never make me sad, your charm and good looks can't be compared
you are the light of the show the beam in my heart and your not next to me so im falling apart
you make me feel things i never felt before and because of that i want you even more
i wish the situation was different, i wish I'd met you before, i wish i never met her and would not have to suffer anymore, but because i am taken i have to let it be, and you never know what the future has in store for you and me